its hard );

but you better know that i'm not giving you away.
will i ever stop waiting; no way.

you know, when you're just probably, maybe, the thing i really want inside.
i'm just living a confused life now. ):
cause when something happens, just something, no matter how small it is, i waver. i regret.


Giving up doesn't always mean you are weak; it just means that you are strong enough to let go.
VS
Don't let go of your dreams. If you have determination and belief in your dreams, you will succeed in spite of your desire to let go.
Those regrets don't disappear until you do something about them. Start now or give up, which one won't you regret in 20 years?

i'm still not sure if its right.
i feel like yanking all my hair out :/ but you better know that i'm not giving you away.
will i ever stop waiting; no way.

BS.
now, i'm giving all of it away.
i'm giving it up. its too painful.
circumstances just dont allow for it. fate doesnt bring me to it.
what can i do?

so now, i've decided to give you up.
i'm convincing myself, life apart from you can be better; cause you are all about the glitz and the glamour, which is all, i believe, just on the surface.
life can be better, without you(:

*starts singing, I'M GONNA BE OKAY! BABY WITHOUT U!* LOLz.

anw, i think i need a few years to think thru this, to put it thru the test of time, to see if this is really what i want inside or just some short-lived passing rain.
i'm gonna be okay.

the hardest part, is letting go of your dreams. but i believe, it'll be over in no time. " 'cause i'm gonna keep trying in any direction I can; it won't stop here."

okay, everything i said was bullshit.
everything i did, pretentious.
it hurts like shit in here.

here i am once again; i'm torn into pieces. can't deny it; can't pretend. now all thats left in me is what i pretend to be; sewn together, but so broken up inside.
just that this time, is much more ripped apart, much more torn up, much more painful.
how many times did i feel like crying last night.
i feel all the misery, but inside, i really really feel cowardly and weak. powerless.
why could i just try?

the painful part is where i know clearly i'm not ready to give it up all, to throw everything away & just run forward. i'm not even sure if this is something, that can actually last; something that i won't throw away couple of years later; something that if i really go for, i won't regret it.
it's hard, is just an understatement. it's horrible here. i feel like giving it up once and for all. yet at the same time, i want it so, so, so, so, so much. it's seriously one heck of a dilemma. i thought i'll give it my all after O's. now the time has come, i'm not doing it.
i feel scared. i don't dare to risk it. i don't dare to step out of my comfort zone.
yet, i want it all all all.

i know, they say no risks, no gain.

"We only have a short time in this life and it's a waste to spend it all wishing what was. Fame is a ripoff, money always gets spent, and the only thing we have left at the end of this ride is what we did."
"People are always blaming their circumstances for what they are. I don't believe in circumstances. The people who get on in this world are the people who get up and look for the circumstances they want. And if they cant, make them. "
"To dream anything that you want to dream. That’s the beauty of the human mind. To do anything that you want to do. That is the strength of the human will. To trust yourself to test your limits. That is the courage to succeed. "

"Even if you completely fail to achieve your dream, at least you failed at something. At least you tried. "

The hardest part, is letting go of your dreams.

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its hard );

but you better know that i'm not giving you away.
will i ever stop waiting; no way.

you know, when you're just probably, maybe, the thing i really want inside.
i'm just living a confused life now. ):
cause when something happens, just something, no matter how small it is, i waver. i regret.


Giving up doesn't always mean you are weak; it just means that you are strong enough to let go.
VS
Don't let go of your dreams. If you have determination and belief in your dreams, you will succeed in spite of your desire to let go.
Those regrets don't disappear until you do something about them. Start now or give up, which one won't you regret in 20 years?

i'm still not sure if its right.
i feel like yanking all my hair out :/ but you better know that i'm not giving you away.
will i ever stop waiting; no way.

BS.
now, i'm giving all of it away.
i'm giving it up. its too painful.
circumstances just dont allow for it. fate doesnt bring me to it.
what can i do?

so now, i've decided to give you up.
i'm convincing myself, life apart from you can be better; cause you are all about the glitz and the glamour, which is all, i believe, just on the surface.
life can be better, without you(:

*starts singing, I'M GONNA BE OKAY! BABY WITHOUT U!* LOLz.

anw, i think i need a few years to think thru this, to put it thru the test of time, to see if this is really what i want inside or just some short-lived passing rain.
i'm gonna be okay.

the hardest part, is letting go of your dreams. but i believe, it'll be over in no time. " 'cause i'm gonna keep trying in any direction I can; it won't stop here."

okay, everything i said was bullshit.
everything i did, pretentious.
it hurts like shit in here.

here i am once again; i'm torn into pieces. can't deny it; can't pretend. now all thats left in me is what i pretend to be; sewn together, but so broken up inside.
just that this time, is much more ripped apart, much more torn up, much more painful.
how many times did i feel like crying last night.
i feel all the misery, but inside, i really really feel cowardly and weak. powerless.
why could i just try?

the painful part is where i know clearly i'm not ready to give it up all, to throw everything away & just run forward. i'm not even sure if this is something, that can actually last; something that i won't throw away couple of years later; something that if i really go for, i won't regret it.
it's hard, is just an understatement. it's horrible here. i feel like giving it up once and for all. yet at the same time, i want it so, so, so, so, so much. it's seriously one heck of a dilemma. i thought i'll give it my all after O's. now the time has come, i'm not doing it.
i feel scared. i don't dare to risk it. i don't dare to step out of my comfort zone.
yet, i want it all all all.

i know, they say no risks, no gain.

"We only have a short time in this life and it's a waste to spend it all wishing what was. Fame is a ripoff, money always gets spent, and the only thing we have left at the end of this ride is what we did."
"People are always blaming their circumstances for what they are. I don't believe in circumstances. The people who get on in this world are the people who get up and look for the circumstances they want. And if they cant, make them. "
"To dream anything that you want to dream. That’s the beauty of the human mind. To do anything that you want to do. That is the strength of the human will. To trust yourself to test your limits. That is the courage to succeed. "

"Even if you completely fail to achieve your dream, at least you failed at something. At least you tried. "

The hardest part, is letting go of your dreams.

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