Sunday, February 27, 2011 @ 9:16 PM
Now that it's gone.
I cannot stop rewinding back to look at the old pictures of crescent times...I just cant stop.
Makes me feel so nostalgic and sad...I really want to go back, I don't mind taking the os a thousand times over. JC life is like...well, taking the o's everyday as quoted form someone. It's so freaking stressful I just want to just go PFFT and give up. Surprising I haven't cried yet. Well, almost did. BET I WILL THIS WEEK. LOL. I remember in sec3 at first when it was so hard for me I cried almost daily. THANK YOU SO MUCH AMATH. -.- and then I just found out crying while studying is actually normal LOLOLOL. Now I look back at go WTH are you crying for. Betcha next time I look back while working and say DAMN WHY WERE YOU CRYING FOR As?!?! Okay. Fine that aside, I totally moved off topic.
I was supposed to say like...I really miss crescent, I guess its more of the familiarity. I feel very comfortable in hc, but its like...I know it's there, but I can't exactly feel it. I guess itll really take time.
BTW ct supper after pop was hilarious LOL, tummy ache thanks to the guys. Should play more truth or dare rather than mono deal LOL...I am officially super sian of that game. Speaking of POP, wth, ares didn't win ): but watching athena's I actually can kinda understand. It's not like they were neater than us or what, it's just that they keep doing those formation changes that looked really nice and then their shots part just like addicted everyone and gave it a lasting impression. I guess we'll need to have for bigger actions/formation changes next time...and yes, we definitely deserved 2nd cause eheh, sorry Apollo or Artemis but theirs was...mediocre. Well, I really had super a lot of fun, I gave it my all, used every bit of my energy and danced it all out...except for the sad part that I slipped ): anyway. Orientations officially over and its really mugging life now ):
http://www.youtube.com/watch?nomobile=1&v=lO2QU35YKSA
I KEEP RAPING THE REPLAY BUTTON LOL. I LOVE ARES!(: btw, I got a new red specs LOL. Red-fetish now. But I still love blue(:
Tuesday, February 22, 2011 @ 8:34 PM
The aftermath.
Today. Muscle aches like crap...even walking is a pain LOL.Return of the ayg memories...(:
My left knee hurts crazily whenever I bend...thanks to doing bridge and then PIAK forward. Maybe the bone fractured or sth... O.O I shall wear my knee guard tmr ): FAC DANCE! I'm so sick of it, yet at the same time so freaking enthu LOL. I mean like dancing hiphopish is always so enjoyable no matter how much I suck at it ): and it'll probably be the last time dancing like that since I don't even think I have time for Kpop now ): reminds me I haven't checked it ages...my shinee and whatever fandom dying...actually its not like I don't have the time to go check, but its more like no one to go around spazzing with me anymore ): JEEER! I MISS YOU GUYS <3
and I realized that...whatever I love doing, I suck at it. Whatever I don't enjoy, I actually am pretty decent with it.
I love bio, but physics was better.
I like history, but geog came out better.
I like hip hop, but heck I can never do it as energetically as the rest even if I use every bit of my energy.
I love ballet and lyrical, but then I really wasn't meant for it.
I like sports but omg I epic fail at it...
Let me think...aiyah, shall continue this list sometime. It's really sad, cause you have absolutely no idea to go for your passion or face reality. It seems that for most, its like they do well for whatever their passion lies in, but me...why? ):
Okay, I shall stop emoing and yes, life is still great no matter what(: (muscle aches ^%]{<~^}>^*|>+*)
Monday, February 21, 2011 @ 9:02 PM
Right now.
Right now, I want to just say that hwach's really...1. Muggerish
2. Stressful
3. Full of smart peeps, I feel like some idiot in here ):
BUT THEN.
1. Life is seriously AWESOME FUN TO THE MAX.
Idk if it's just because the workload hasn't really set in and lessons not in full gear yet.
But so far it's really great 360 deg change from before(: I love my class, everyone's friendly and nice. And I love Ares too(: if anyone is even reading this...I never ever liked red before(not even because of pankhurst LOL) but then I suddenly feel that red is so nice after joining ares(: maybe its just a temp "crush" LOL. (i want red hairbands and hair ties now) and fac dance is awesomely fun man(: but it'll be over soon. Probably all the fun is gonna be over soon. "orientation will be a figment of your imagination" as quoted from S70 senior...so I shall enjoy myself to the max now. Cause everything is gonna change. Everything's gonna go away.
POP~~~ ARES ARES ARES!
And yes, modern dance(: syf O.O seniors O.O everything O.O this is another "stress-point"....no where good as them. And yes, my batch mates are mostly better than me. Oh well, I wasn't meant for ballet/flex kind at all. T.T so long after it, it never fails to come back. But now syf omg. Idk. Stretch stretch stretch at home like I've never done, cauz the responsibility is getting heavier and heavier...it's tiring but I tell you is very very fun. PS. I lost every single bit of my stamina. EVERY SINGLE DOT. I'm shaking like a magnitude hundred earthquake T.T the seniors and the rest are so awesomely good that it's really stressful, but I'm taking it as positive stress...(: idk if this is appropriate, but 死也要拼出来(: oh I miss crescent a lot ): and I really wish crescent dance all the best too!! I know everyone's working very very hard to not make laoshi disappointed, reminds me I should go back someday...
Moral of story, it's a fun but stressful place, but I WILL try to hang in there...
