Wednesday, March 2, 2011 @ 10:10 PM
Where perfect isn't good enough.
I feel horrible. I honestly feel stupid.D: it's a place where everyone just assumes you understand and can do everything with ease.
Can they just don't assume like that? I feel like I just got here lucky. I don't have any idea how im gonna survive. It's demoralisingly painful. And no one actually cares. Because, they just don't understand.
I'm just lousy, I suck at everything. I can't do anything well.
I should have prepared myself better for this, I said I wanted to challenge myself, but now it seems like even before I run the first step I fall down.
Sometimes its better keeping silent than to tell others how you feel because it will only hurt you when you know they can hear you but can't understand.
