Wednesday, March 9, 2011 @ 8:19 PM
Neutral.
I feel so...emotionless now. Life is just whooshing past like damn fast and then it's not like I actually feel much :/ it's like of course I feel tired, but after a while it's not so bad, when I feel happy or hyper, it doesn't exactly last long. It's just I'm floating through these days. And great job, I havent been mugging seriously yet. And yes, I can totally see Im lagging behind my all-so-smart classmates. Sian, damn stress and depressed to know that you're left behind ): and you can't get anything while the rest can. This is one heck of a great challenge I chose to partake. And my English is so sucky now, I cannot like read anything without going what is this?!? Summary: I suck. And I need to buck up.
But I keep slacking. Shit.
Im still thinking, how wonderful it would be if I could just be as perfect as you.
