Wednesday, March 30, 2011 @ 8:13 PM
SYF!
SYF WAS GREAT(: well, of course there were many slips i guess, minor ones...but well, everyone said it was awesome so *fingers crossed*... judges have sharp eyes though! ): i was freaking nervous before the item. seriously nervous. just like ayg(: it would be a lie to say that i felt super duper bonded to modern, but then i just psychoed myself into using my love and memories for crescent dance to realise that modern seniors were too pinning exactly the same high hopes on us...so well, i could totally understand them. and yes, 死也要拼出来！i'll never forget that forever. i did screw up(save my life ): ) like idk why i stepped on my pants and fell while reversing, but it happened at the wing edge so i really hope it was covered...and well, somehow i was blocked to go out for HA! and i think i was damn obviously slow. but well, i could clearly remember myself giving it all screaming HA! and then dancing like well, i was flying, in a world of my own, no feeling at all ;D i could see and feel myself immersed in the dance. and then i really danced like there was no tmr at all. the best part was definitely the impromptu one, definitely not as awkward as during practices; really, i really didnt care about whoever that was looking at me anymore. i didnt bother about that a single bit. i danced my entire heart, soul and body out<3 being my emo self, i actually launched into a state of self-blaming(?) right after that, tearing over well, my screw ups :/ if IF IF IF we don't get gwh tmr...crap. i'm really sorry. but so far, i'm trying to keep positive and yep, it was a great experience all in all! thank you to all seniors(current and previous) for all their support (really omg, the flowers, koi milktea, notes, chocs, sweets...) and batchies! despite everything, i still think we can do it! GoldWithHONOURS!~ afterall, i gave it the all of my all. & i'm really really sick and tired of being seen like that. when will this ever stop?
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Wednesday, March 30, 2011 @ 8:13 PM
SYF!
SYF WAS GREAT(: well, of course there were many slips i guess, minor ones...but well, everyone said it was awesome so *fingers crossed*... judges have sharp eyes though! ): i was freaking nervous before the item. seriously nervous. just like ayg(: it would be a lie to say that i felt super duper bonded to modern, but then i just psychoed myself into using my love and memories for crescent dance to realise that modern seniors were too pinning exactly the same high hopes on us...so well, i could totally understand them. and yes, 死也要拼出来！i'll never forget that forever. i did screw up(save my life ): ) like idk why i stepped on my pants and fell while reversing, but it happened at the wing edge so i really hope it was covered...and well, somehow i was blocked to go out for HA! and i think i was damn obviously slow. but well, i could clearly remember myself giving it all screaming HA! and then dancing like well, i was flying, in a world of my own, no feeling at all ;D i could see and feel myself immersed in the dance. and then i really danced like there was no tmr at all. the best part was definitely the impromptu one, definitely not as awkward as during practices; really, i really didnt care about whoever that was looking at me anymore. i didnt bother about that a single bit. i danced my entire heart, soul and body out<3 being my emo self, i actually launched into a state of self-blaming(?) right after that, tearing over well, my screw ups :/ if IF IF IF we don't get gwh tmr...crap. i'm really sorry. but so far, i'm trying to keep positive and yep, it was a great experience all in all! thank you to all seniors(current and previous) for all their support (really omg, the flowers, koi milktea, notes, chocs, sweets...) and batchies! despite everything, i still think we can do it! GoldWithHONOURS!~ afterall, i gave it the all of my all. & i'm really really sick and tired of being seen like that. when will this ever stop?
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