Saturday, July 23, 2011 @ 9:54 PM
Maximum. Minimum.
I feel troubled.It's like I have simply too many stuff to handle, I'm stressed, tired, and yet I don't do anything about them. Nowadays I'm so tired I just come back and sleep. I don't even care about homework or about anything. One thing I feel bad is about my PW and whatever project group mates. I'm really sorry that they have to do most of everything. I'm such a loser slacker member. And it's not like I dont want to, I feel, too emotionally and physically drained of everything. I'm worrying about everything, whether people like me, whether people hate me, whether I can trust them, whether I cannot, whether I should give up, whether I should continue on, whether I should stop getting toyed with like that, whether I should sacrifice this for that, whether I should stop comparing everything, whether my friends will be there for me when I need them, whether my old friends still think of me when I think of them so much, whether relationships will end like that, whether I'm doing good enough, whether I should chase my dream, whether I should bother doing my best...
Tired.
I dont even know why I'm like that now. I've changed into such a person this year. I think I was in my safe little happy bubble before. And I loved those times.
Whether am I mature enough.
